Our little apartment

I talked to my good friend Skye yesterday from Blackfoot, Idaho and she told me that I needed to post pictures of my apartment so I decided to do what I was told and post some. I don't have a great camera, so I did the best I could but it gives you a general idea on how no matter how small the place, you can always make it a bit of home.

Well, it is still messy, but it is a work in progress and probably will be until I move next year. Yea! Still no jobs are lined up for me and Spencer, but at least I am still looking and I have an interview to possibly be a manager cashier for McDonalds. I know, not my ideal job but it would finally be an income if I get the job. I am not too optimistic though because I have interviewed three other places and nothing has come of it. I am a little bit frustrated by that. We are still eating and we have great family nearby to help us and they are so gracious to let us do our laundry there it saves a lot of money So thank you my wonderful sisters.

Our neighbors/friends Zach and Becca (they live two apts down) are moving so we will be down to not knowing anybody where we live again. We are not sure if we like the family ward we are in cause there is not a lot of potential of us making good friends there cause we are surrounded by wonderful older people. We are flirting with the idea of trying out the married student ward which would give me a little more motivation to get involved even though I feel out of place there too. I am not sure what is wrong with me, but it hurts to see so many young couples who have been married less time than me with a child or who are pregnant when that is all I have wanted for almost three years now. I get frustrated at how the Lord works and not knowing what his plan has in store for me. Yet I know he does have a plan for me and that he knows what is best for me. I need to become better so I can be worthy of bearing one of His precious children. I love being an aunt more than ever though, and in the meantime and I am very grateful I have that much.
Well, I wrote a novel and left you again to wonder what is wrong with me. I swear I am a happy person, I just don't have a lot of happy things to write about right now. I promise I will become my normal self when I am less stressed and I can see light at the end of the tunnel. I love and miss you all. I am glad for what family I do have near, but sad I am so far away from all you others I am so far away from.

God Bless and I pray you will all have the things you need to get through the hard times ahead.